i must wait for your next hello.
i could feel your heated stare burning against my back as i tried to remain cool and collected with composure. yet it’s my conscience that tames the wild manifestation of passion building up in my heart. i wish our inner beasts would take hold of our dispositions and reveal the true nature of our feelings. and so you remembered my name. your lips played with it as the sound rolled off your tongue and resounded in your mouth. it was such a lovely tune. i wish you could sing it to me but for now, i must wait for your next hello.
temporary highs.
who cares about what your hair looks like? it has nothing to do with who you are. your “perfect” body is only perfect to those consisting of imperfections, they just want you to fuck, and it is sad to say that you mean nothing to them. your beautiful eyes are lost in a world filled with hate and your satisfaction lies beneath a frail layer of temporary highs. you drink to grow comfortable with who you pretend to be, because in this thing we call ‘reality,’ you are no more than what they expect.
FUCK,.
IF YOU LOVE HER, GO AFTER HER. FUCK, DON'T SIT THERE AND WAIT FOR HER TO CALL, GO AFTER HER BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT YOU SHOULD DO IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE, DON'T LET PEOPLE HAPPEN TO YOU, DON'T LET ME HAPPEN TO YOU, OR HER, I AM SO SICK OF WHAT IS LOVE AND WHAT ISN'T LOVE, WHATS COMPLICATED AND WHAT'S REALLY SIMPLE. IF YOU LOVE HER, YOU WILL FIGHT FOR HER AND RUN DOWN THE STREET AFTER HER OR CALL HER UP DRUNK AT FOUR IN THE MORNING TO TELL HER BECAUSE SHE NEEDS TO KNOW IT NOW, AND I ALWAYS THOUGHT I'D BE THE ONLY ONE DOING CRAZY THINGS FOR PEOPLE WHO WOULD NEVER GIVE ENOUGH OF A FUCK TO DO IT BACK OR TO ACT LIKE IDIOTS OR BE ENTIRELY VULNERABLE AND HONEST AND MAKING SOMEONE FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU IS EASY AND FLYING 3000 MILES ON FOUR DAYS NOTICES BECAUSE YOU CAN'T JUST SIT THERE AND DO NOTHING AND BREATHING INTO TELEPHONES IS NOT EVERYONE'S IDEA OF LOVE BUT IT IS THE WAY I CAN RECOGNIZE IT BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT I DO. GO SCREAM IT AND BE WITH HER IN MEANINGFUL WAYS BECAUSE THAT IS BEAUTIFUL AND THAT IS GENEROUS AND THAT IS WHAT LOVING SOMEONE IS, THAT IS RAW AND THAT IS UNGUARDED, AND THAT IS ALL THAT IS WORTH ANYTHING, REALLY.
eight ways to win your heart.
i had this long list of ever-ending-movie-chichés of dreamy channing tatum-like men stealing my heart and breathing in my body and soul like fine morning air; all of which would never happen. yet really, it's quite simple and doesn't take substantial thought or actual effort as to what would potentially win my heart.
x be kind
x be true
x show me your soul
x believe i am more than what i am
x dont tell me i have an expiration date
x have nothing in common with me
x listen
x hold me close, let me in, and never let me go.
