i will be realistic with myself. i can get lost in my dreams. so lost that reality hurts when it hits you on the side of the head, but i also know that dreaming is nothing if no action is put into it. expectations are predecessors of disasters and the more you build something up in your mind, the faster the walls will crumble down by the impact of reality. tonight is the night i will seize the moment with my shaky hands. i have to catch a dream before it flees within a passing second or else i’m in for a rude awakening. may my life be a serendipitous collision of events and destiny, and lead me to the apartment overlooking the sea.