good things have been steering clear of me lately. you see i had a situation that sucked almost everything out of me and even looking back is difficult. i've been too afraid to write or speak about it because i've been doing so well avoiding everything. but god. am i, happy. i can honestly say i've been trapped, under these chains, for almost two years now. for the first time in a very long time i am genuinely happy, happy for who i am. sometimes when really terrible things happen to to a person, their skin heals a lot thicker. looking back, one decision could have changed it all, and i suppose i will never really know. we are all so young and i am free.