im here. i love you. i dont care if you need to stay up crying all night long, i will stay with you. if you need the medication again, go ahead and take it- i will love you through that, as well. if you don't need the medication, i will love you, too. there's nothing you can ever do to lose my love. i will protect you until you die, and after your death i will still protect you. i am stronger than depression and i am braver than loneliness and nothing will ever exhaust me.

maybe sometime in the future i could write it all down into a story. all of the dreams; everything. it would be a part of me, out there in the world, for everyone to see.